Work-related ambiguity. Perhaps I had some foreknowledge that things were about to become more nebulous and that was the source of my slide into the area of the Downs. Quite frankly things were already wobbly enough.
Most of the time I like that things are change and that I can figure things out and there is the challenge of new things new things new things.
I like to know what the structure is. That there is structure. That i work within some sort of reliable confines. And what those confines are.
Too much unnecessarily vague vagueness.
I am flat affect at the moment.
I think because I need to not fall apart.
I want to be able to do nothing. To talk to no one. To be alone alone alone and not deal with anybody else's crap.
Grateful Crap: nebulous job stuff better than no job stuff
Quaker, teacher, parent,