Seems like the overall level of mood is lifting. Even in the Downs there are good and bad moments. The weather.
fewer crying jags. One day at work having trouble making eye contact, but only until I started teaching.
I love my job.
I don’t love taking lurasidone yet. It makes me feel oddly sluggish and super tired . Which I suppose should be fine but it feels weird. And unpleasant.
daylight savings time starts. Maybe this zombie drug will help with that transition.
nade a new cuff with stylized norepinephrine molecule. It is comfortable.
talked with a friend about how maddening it is to try and tease out what parts of me are “symptomatic” and she raised an interesting point: does it matter?
Tired comes on fast now, like a locomotive. So signing off.
200 mg lamotrigine
20 mg lurasidone
Quaker, teacher, parent,