On these days I came home from picking up children from school. Got home around 4:30 and took a fourteen-hour nap. This led to some difficulty with Getting Anything Done.
Feels like my head needs flossing. Or that I have become a stuffed animal. And light hurts. Maybe I am becoming a vampire as punishment for reading too many trashy young-adult teen-angst books. Sue me. I didn't read them when I was a teen. I don't even know if they existed when I was a teen.
I think my asthma doesn't like the recurring sinus infection routine. I am pretty sure that if I treated my asthma I would be better able to bounce back. Not feeling bouncy now. I am closing my left eye to keep most of the light out of my head. I wish I knew where my prescription sunglasses were. I could pretend to be a celebrity ducking the paparazzi. Or not.
Sweet. I just realized that I can type without looking. So apologies for any typos.
I have been taking my meds. And that is about it. I think I need to call doc today about fatigue. Whether it is a side effect of combination of meds, when I am taking them, untreated asthma, or some other thing. Because I do not like needing to sleep this much.
Also, don't know when I next go in to see therapist. I should call them too. This is on my list for today:
I am having a disconcerting, upsetting (but not active) longing for the days of Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms. If I could be a Social Eating Disordered person the way some people can be social smokers, I would totally do it. But I don't do things half-way. All in or all out.
Quaker, teacher, parent,