I made a new butterfly garden on the boulevard. I planted a bunch more seeds. I went and got a whole vanload full of wood chips. I put some seeds in little starter things so I can transplant them later in the season. I tried to clean off the sidewalks as best I could-- but they are still pretty muddy.
Saturday it rained all day so I mostly did nothing but read.
Sunday it didn't rain all day so mostly I lugged things around the yard and engaged in extreme gardening, a full-contact sport.
I have bruises on my arms and permanently muddy toes and mosquito bites EVERYWHERE. I am afraid that i will be terribly disappointed if I don't get any vegetables from my garden.
Feeling disconnected and floaty. Empty and weird.
Did send spouse to pick up my prescription. And took it finally on Sunday night. Not quite a full week off the meds. I apologize. I should know better. Even if I don't think I noticed a difference, it is just not okay to be so lackadaisical about this.
time with family
rain following planting
Quaker, teacher, parent,