Wrote a bunch of stuff and it disappeared.
Upshot? Spent a super long time being really exhausted today.
Daughter raised by wolves.
Peanut butter on DVDs
Paint on table, floor, curtains, bathroom towels and sheet of my bed
robotic dinosaur hiding under a pink and yellow quilt
dolls receiving their first haircuts
And I slept every moment I could through most of the day and still feel tired.
Spent about an hour in overdrive cleaning mode to try and counteract the disasters that occurred during my absentee parenting. (well, technically present, but not in any meaningful way.)
Posting now before I accidentally delete this too.
Oh, forgot to take Lamotrigine for the first time ever last night. Didn't realize until just now that I should have taken it this morning. Now it is too late to make up that dose. According to Dr. Google, there seems to be no great worry about missing one dose and should not be any great adverse side effects.
followed by hypomanic cleaning
followed by exhaustion.
Grateful Crap: 12yo who fixed dinner for himself and younger sister which they ate by candlelight (which their mom never lets them do because she has terrible night vision and likes to be able to see her food)
rested (although this seems bad, somehow)
Quaker, teacher, parent,