Had a wicked sore throat for a week or two. Then nearly complete exhaustion.
It reminded me of before I started working full time and my friend wondered if I would have the energy to work since I slept so much during the day. I have just the energy for work. Plus I feed my hypomania on the energy from my students. My last period class is full of enthusiastic new to country students. I max out on energy and excitement during their class and then crash when I get home. I was really sad for no reason this week.The kind of sad where you question your worth as a living organism. Didnt last long. Went back to just regular blah. Bad physical health as a cover for bad mental health? One causing the other or making it worse? i can’t see what I’m typing. This is no fun to write. Stupid phone interface. Comments are closed.
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K. BuchananQuaker, teacher, parent, |